All the memories that we're losing

Ouch

I sprained my neck and I have no fucking clue how. It happened yesterday night (or this morning, to be exact), and it ruined my plans for today.

No mood to study whatsoever. I’m such a procrastinator. Someone just shoot me.

I need to remind myself that University starts in less than 3 months time. I need to get my act and intelligence together.

That being said, I still need to decide what to major in.

I feel screwed.

Solitude.

Sometimes, I wish I lived a life of solitude.

Though I won’t know anyone, I don’t need to give a shit about anyone. I can say whatever I want, whenever I want, without having to care about how anyone feels.

I am so tired of having to explain myself for everything I’ve said. Misread text and misinterpreted words, is it my fault? It’s not. It is their fault for thinking that I am an insensitive bitch who doesn’t think before I talk, because, sorry to disappoint, I do think before I talk.

Then again, I never thought that anyone would know me well enough.

Put a stake through their hearts

I’d kill children if it’s legal.

I have kids comparing the number of computers they have at home, as well as the number of iPads. (Note: they said “I have 5 computers and 3 iPads at home.”) I had the dying urge to slap the shit out of them and tell them “Bitch please, they’re not YOURS. Your parents bought those gadgets and you just happen to own them because I’m pretty sure you were acting like a little bitch, crying and threatening to kill yourself if they don’t give one to you.”

And kids who think they’re VERY smart are total turn-offs. Allow me to quote one of the kids, “I’m at (Abacus) level 5 (9 levels in total) already, you’re still at level 3, haha lousy! Mine is like expert level already and yours is like a little tougher than beginners.” If you’re really an expert, don’t even use the abacus for your calculations. Better still, come attempt questions on Complex Numbers or something, I’m sure you’ll ace them pretty well.

And this is only the 1st of 6 weeks.

I’ll probably be very irritable.

If anyone manages to spot bodies of children aged between 5 to 9 in Bedok Reservoir, it’s probably me.

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I’m very, very, very, very, very tired. Can’t seem to have a good night’s rest. It’s a luxury for me.

Sometimes I wish I can sleep… well.

Idealistic.

I don’t really have much on my mind lately. Either that or I can’t seem to pen down things that I’ve been thinking about.

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Life’s been pretty busy. With work. And tuition. But that I could cope. I think.

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I’m getting sick of some people.

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Should integrity be one of your top priorities? Money and integrity, which would you choose?